im a baby

I updated my Facebook & an enjoying mommy time alone. Dancing around my room in my pjs listening to music on my laptop. Robert goes to the doctor this week & I get my iud in the coming week(next week).

I got my results for my pap its normal. I knew that but hey whatever I know I'm safe for another few months without any cancerous cells!

WOOO!

What to say? Roberts to get his shots this doctors appointment too. Ew oh no I don't wanna. I'm hoping they postpone it & then Todd can come. I don't really wanna see my baby cry about a shot. Though I heard someones baby cried & then it was over the baby didn't care anymore. Well I'm done with this so...


peace love applepie
xo Mommy

I'm still breastfeeding. In fact I do it as I type.

Took Daddy to work this morning. Robert is so so chubby now. Looking at pictures of him early in his life...one month ago, I realize how he is chubby & has rolls. OH WOW he passed out on my boob. Not with it in mouth but it near & he just double checked to make sure it was there by grabbing it hah. I tell you he is round now. He is loved by his mommy & daddy alot gosh. I'm getting tired again wow what has happened to me hah. He loves his mommy. He likes to have his butt patted or boob in hand. I can see his Daddy in his eyes. Seriously he has his daddy's eyes hah. When my mom came we took him to Battle Creek MI. So far he has also gone to the Jelly Belly Factory which got me extra jellys mmm MMM. Today we are going to Ashley's, I'm getting us chicken wings & soda for lunch. I'll really miss her when we move. Whenever that might be hah. I need to find the camera so I can take pictures of Robert. He is so cute. AHHHHH I can't help but creep him out by looking. nappy time!!!!!..........


mommy xo

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He is the cutest aw. Todd is with him right now on the couch. He's about to go smoke a ciggarette.

He has the chubbest cheeks. He is making faces that looks like smiles & he will be looking at something then if you stand by him he'll look at you. So he is making eye contact now. I'm posting pictures in a bit :]]]


So you can see him.

Megan had her baby at 3:35am California time. Her baby girl was 8 1/2 pounds & 20 inches. What a fattie hah but I can't wait to see her baby!!!! 

I love Bobby. He is so cute & I can't stand it. I need to take more video of him I wanna make a little video so yes. Todd wants to get a video camera. At least by christmas so that we can video it all. I wanna win half a million(pokers on the tv cause Todd)

Love you all.
Till next time.......... 

He is chilling with Dad.

Four day weekend with Todd. Bobby likes his swing yay

He is trying to fight sleeping but he can't. But he is sleeping.

Well anyways he has a doctors appointment today at Two Pm Illinois time. He must be excited to be napping again already. I know he gained weight I just wonder how much. I can't wait to find out. Its probably only 6 pounds but I'm not sure the ounces. I started my exercise today. But I always cut it short cause Bobby cries so I have to feed him. Robert is kicking my hand now he can't stand me typing fast near him hah. I was bother while exercising by the next door neighbors kid that I babysat yesterday. She just wanted to come over. That whole family makes me not want kids. But I love Robert he's my angel puff. Oh & he had another bath. Only cause he peed & it was released from his diapey. He did not like it at all oh my. But he smells clean & is all sparkly. I like it. Today Bobkins & I had to get daddys drycleaning & also go take daddy his things cause he has duty so we are home alone tonight. GAY! Bobby ended up not sleeping he is staring at the tv at my side from the couch. I'm sleepy Robert will soon so we need to get ready for the doctors. Will update that soon.


Till next time...

Bobby is sleeping.

He is four weeks old as of yesterday. Oh nevermind he is cranky even though he just boob a little bit ago. We went today to drop off my mom Bobby was fine till we were about finished with lunch. Then I changed his diapey & feed him then he passed out in the car. We took a four hour trip to the Midway airport & back! I miss my mommy now :[ I'm all lonely & Bobby is making me mad.Todd come home now take care of him. Okay...

be right back....

OMG I just babysat three kids for two & a half hours. Two under the age of 3 & one six. OMG!!!! I don't want any kids. One kept crying for half the time. Peed her pants. One stared at my tv for the full time. & One would try keyword TRY to pick up my baby everytime he cried. I don't want any more kids now.

Okay gotta go Bobkins is crying Mommy time....THANK GOD FOR MAKING $25 BUCKS BABY!!!!



Till next time

( Random Pictures of Bobby in the Last Four Weeks... )

( First Baby Pictures... )

Ugh I miss Todd alot!!!!

my child is no longer going to be a bastard child! hah i love todds mom.
but yea i am nineteen weeks & on monday at 1:45pm i find the sex of the baby. i still think its a boy alright. & i have to pee like no ones business right now hah. i am tired & have moved up three inches on my waist. oh yes. really.

I weigh 109 lbs.

which is now the highest i've been in weight.
I started at 96 lbs which i will get back once i'm done with this okay.

todd loved my baby lump he was just the happiest he talked to the baby awwwwwww!
i really do miss him i want him with me already.

he watched the chargers game rubbed my belly had me with him & had me fall asleep with him. his best day in life was there on the bed in the chicago based hotel room :]]

but i gots to get going work in "30 minutes" ugh cross yo' fingers i don't get fired. i will cry & scream & get stressed out & nervous ahhhh<3

I am now four months but I have yet to type anything on this.

I am healthy presay. I don't eat healthy but I am alive & so is baby avocado heh. I am still sick at points & tired as hell for life. I am just getting round not fat but round in the tummy. I am told you don't look pregnant well I am duh. I am pleasant sometimes unless you want me mad. I find the sex in two weeks at least I think. And in two weeks I go to Chicago. This fly is bothering me hahah ahhh die fly die.

Not much to say I am good just missing Todd alot ALOT everyday. I have a busy little life. With work planning this whole trip & sleeping. I am happy though see :]

I'm still pregnant. Todds gone. I am having morning sickness ugh horrible puking & such such.

I'm 11 weeks pregnant waiting for Todd to send mail so I can communicate to the man I call my soon to be husband. I know he is busy with bootcamp & I got his junk so hah funny one. Come on Todd. Todays my driving test. The baby is good as far as I know. I'm getting back pain & such now.

Love you...

I am pregnant. & weeks along.
I feel sick like pukey & I'm tired like a fuck. No pictures of me. But yea so what really I don't take pictures anyways. Went to Knotts the other night was fun. Okay so Todd leaves in like two weeks :[

I am craving mac & cheese like heavy kfc status mac mmm feed me NOW!...food now peace



Okay I settled for beef stew mmm thats yummy. I am lauren I like food it makes me happy. MMMM subway!!!